ºÅº - Everything is going extremely well, I still have confidence in the mission

I see you

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 04:40:03 GMT

Mika - I see you
-----

I'm standing, across from you

And dreaming, of the things I do

I don't speak...
You don't know me at all

For fear, of what you might do

I say nothing.. But stare at you

And I'm dreaming...
I'm trippin' over you

Truth be told. My problem's solved

You mean THE WORLD to me, but you'll never know...

You could be cruel to me, while we're risking the way

That I see you. That I see you

That I see you...

Conversations? Not me at all

I'm hesitating.. Only to fall

And I'm waiting,
I'm hating everyone...

Could it be, you fell for me?

And any possible similarity?

If its all, how would I know?

You never knew me at all..

But I see you

But I see you
But I see you..

I'm standing, across from you

I've dreamt alone.. Now the dreams won't do

I'm standing, across from you
I've dreamt alone.. Now the dreams won't do

But I see you..
------

This one's for you Big Guy..
The more I've tried to say it.. The more I can only remain, hushed..
Scared that things between us as they have been... Turn for the worst.. And end up losing you, as always...
What a loser I am huh? Heh... I know that...

But if you just...

30+

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Tue, 04 Aug 2009 07:53:18 GMT

Sigh.. A little over 30 and still.. I feel in my 18's... or 20's...

"Your humanly forced conception of mature behaviour according to lifetime is indeed.. WRONG"

I'm just out of my bud .P
I feel fresh, eager and energized as if I've just been born.
And even though i'm now very fond of ties and jackets, still won't trade my sneakers for leather shoes.
NEVER!

So once again, this doesn't feel like they said it would. Guess one's age lies in one's mind, not in one's skin.

Bye MJ

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Fri, 26 Jun 2009 11:06:51 GMT

Heh! The day some were claiming to come. The day some others didn't ever want to come.

But mostly, the day we all thought it wouldn't come, has arrived.

Yes I'm a fan, and regardless of whatever his personal life was about. As an artist. His music, dancing, performance and starmade self was undeniably beyond other stars.

Even today, there are literally no other artist than can match him. In that perfect bond of different visual talents on stage.

The passing of giant in world media history. I personally will miss him and his music. I was expecting a last album from him. One I could hear him perform while alive but it seems, that might never come.

As it marked my life since I was a kid, as all of my generation. And pop music today as i keep listening to "new" stuff, is still pretty much what he brought from his roots thru his style.

Enough has been written about him. So let's not over do it.

I'm gonna miss him on TV and the new stuff i never got to hear.
And regardles of the million posts of love and hate that are out there allready. I owe him good memories attached to his songs and it's fair that I thank him.

Rest in peace (finally some peace) Michael Jackson
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It's gonna be ODD to live in a world where he ain't somewhere doing something...

Throwing in the towel

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Thu, 21 May 2009 06:26:00 GMT

Life certainly blows this year.

I might lose my job.. Perhaps.. Myriam is not pleased with the office crew and surely stop covering our asses. The Dean will surely cut some heads off. And since i'm not quite in the payroll, it's most likely that mine's gonna roll down the stairs.

My artwork has gone up fast in visual quality.. But their lacking a soul to show. Looks like the same pasty thing over and over again..
I'd trade this graphic power for real artistic inspiration, or poetic composition to show, anytime. Because i can't get things outta my head anymore.. And they're eating my peace, driving me insane at night.. And that is no good coz i can't sleep, thinking on how to get it out...

My old project was "delayed", not to say "cancelled" as my asian buyer chickened out hahaha... It seems that the economic debacle is taking it's toll in the far east as well as in here.. He says that he'll gather up for 2010 but I know he's allready setting a new project with an artist I just so happen to know well.. Ooh back stabbed .D
But honestly, I'm wishing this artist i know makes it instead of me.. I just so happen to like him and we're friends after all. Maybe once he hits it, he can lend me a hand? And if not well, it was the SCOUT'S thing to do.
Hell!! Even 2 of my asian artists friends are being doublecrossed like me. It's so unfair to them.

Mother's not getting a lot better, day by day she just walks that hall, down.. She doesn't want to trust any doctos anymore and if that goes, well WTF.. Gonna have to force her to do it? She'll hate me for it but it's the only way.

"Regio" got back in my life a while ago, he's been the same kid he's always been. Same old failed dreams, same old attitude flick. Nothing new, just homemade porn and a powered up need to keep young. It's uncomfortable seeing him like this but, he's entitled to live his life as he desires, right? Still wondering if I'm really a bitch, or just a poser. Heh.. Wonderful little traditions.

I've kicked some of my "friends" out of my life. Many reasons attached, many sad endings to go with. My contact list, phonebook and RL bonds keep getting smaller. I'm at 40% of my social life as before and still going down.

Those of my remaining friends are leaving me as well. Perhaps i'm being a bitch to them but as much as I think i'm trying hard to smile and get along, the more they seem to be irked at my presence, i don't get why, I can get to feel guilty of pushing the away somehow but i swear i'm being as nice as I can in these moments, what am I to do? Clown around to please them when i barely have self sustaining battery life?

And you! Wuffy you should know better than just stare at me with your unamused mug like yer the only one that's got it so hard. From all the posers I know, i thought you were a tad more real. I'm so dissapointed of you...

Since my outspoken, art depression. Many, many guys have "fallen in love" with me.. Sending me letters, questions, and even open love proposals. Ranging from art infatuation, to deep poetry, skank flirting and even a couple who speak or ETERNAL DEVOTION... What?
"Let's date, yer a great artist" "Let me love you, you're a great guy" "i love you, you are beautiful" and all..
I feel flattered, i feel humbled and thankful but... I can't just go "OH SURE, LET'S" when i barely know any of them. Most of all, I've been thru this so many times before, it's all a fleeting infatuation and in no time.. Love just died and i'm left with a "oh um.. Let's just be friends k?"
I'm so not going thru those games again.

My ex and I are still friends.. I'm happy that things could settle down to this and not end up hating eachother. My heart tells me that I should ask him if we're still feeling for eachother, as I know I do... But that would just be poking a wound that is supposed to heal and shut. I got so many regrets and owe him lots in my heart. I'm still puzzled on how should I proceed.. But it seems that "personal space" works fine for us.

Mr. India represents everything i wanted in a guy, except that it seems.. He's not "that" interested in me.. "Yeah you're SO HOT Ado, yeah you're awesome, yeah you COULD be exactly what I need, yeah maybe...."
Perhaps he's not into me at all.. And I'm beggining to wonder if he is interested in anyone. Or even cares to place his feelings on someone. Yet my heart tells me to cool down, he just got out of a failed relation and perhaps he's still fixated on that lost love. That would make him even more precious as he's true to his feelings. But it hurts a bit, just a bit that I can't represent anything to him. I even question myself if I can call myself his "friend", if he even cares.... Heh.. I'm such a picker... lol

Not to mention the stupid and ridiculous level of expenses i'm having... Not only in daily life, but my car is practically living of my liver. It just doesn't fix.. I hate this shithole town where NO ONE, and I MEAN NO ONE knows their own jobs.. This place is crowded with improvisation and fake capabilities. Thiefs..

All i have lately is my job, my art, and my family.
No friends, no love, no leisure or anything fun.
But most of all... Even tho I'm alone, almost broke, taking care of the ill, uninspired/slump/frustrated and practically on the verge of psychosis...

I feel numb. I'm not crying, i'm not sighing, i'm not even looking down.. My eyes are stuck forward. I feel nothing.
I'm not sure if being numb and emotionless about it is actually better than being sucked down to the crying hole...
But i can't even DARE to analyze it.. I'm scared shitless to face it. I'm trying hard to keep looking forward, like a driven doll.

So, for now.. Walk on. I'm walking on. I'm hoping things get a tad better before I look back and the shit train catches up with me.
Walk walk walk Ado, walk...

"It doesn't matter, coz i'm packing plastic.
And that's what makes my life, so fucking fantastic"
-Lily Allen

Yes

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 00:59:13 GMT

NOW IS THE TIME

Don't forget Adrian

Gochisousama deshita

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Tue, 10 Mar 2009 09:54:51 GMT

And then:

tora says:
I start the credit union job on monday. .3

ºAlpha FUGLY - Failed Transgender ChimaeraºThe Weekend was PooAnd so are youSad Boy writes:

tora says:
The new job? .(

tora says:
It's not actually a bank, it's called a credit union

ºAlpha FUGLY - Failed Transgender ChimaeraºThe Weekend was PooAnd so are youSad Boy writes:

tora says:
I've been with them for 5 years so I get to work with the lovely ladies i've banked with all this time .D

ºAlpha FUGLY - Failed Transgender ChimaeraºThe Weekend was PooAnd so are youSad Boy writes:

tora says:
.3

tora says:
I'm not used to you doodling so much

ºAlpha FUGLY - Failed Transgender ChimaeraºThe Weekend was PooAnd so are youSad Boy writes:

tora says:
You don't usually draw messages on MSN as much

tora says:
And why does your food keep changing, I thought you were on a diet? .P

ºAlpha FUGLY - Failed Transgender ChimaeraºThe Weekend was PooAnd so are youSad Boy writes:

tora says:
Food

ºAlpha FUGLY - Failed Transgender ChimaeraºThe Weekend was PooAnd so are youSad Boy writes:

ºAlpha FUGLY - Failed Transgender ChimaeraºThe Weekend was PooAnd so are youSad Boy writes:

tora says:
*munch* .T

tora says:
What kind?

ºAlpha FUGLY - Failed Transgender ChimaeraºThe Weekend was PooAnd so are youSad Boy writes:

tora says:
What is the stuffing? .P

ºAlpha FUGLY - Failed Transgender ChimaeraºThe Weekend was PooAnd so are youSad Boy writes:

tora says:
*licks your face*

ºAlpha FUGLY - Failed Transgender ChimaeraºThe Weekend was PooAnd so are youSad Boy writes:

tora says:
Gochisousama deshita .D

ºAlpha FUGLY - Failed Transgender ChimaeraºThe Weekend was PooAnd so are youSad Boy writes:

Newyear's with Dag

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Sat, 10 Jan 2009 20:56:23 GMT

happy new niñoperro says:
I’ll be…
happy new niñoperro says:
Gym buff, strong and formal serious for you! Honestly
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
AWHUH??
happy new niñoperro says:
But what will you be for me?
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Haha, first change..
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Then ask away
happy new niñoperro says:
No, what will you be?
happy new niñoperro says:
Tell me three things you want me to change for you
happy new niñoperro says:
I mean it
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
You allready know them
happy new niñoperro says:
Remind me..
happy new niñoperro says:
If you’re so kind?
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Uh, no...
happy new niñoperro says:
Respect you? Care for you? That’s all?
happy new niñoperro says:
Oh..
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Your Alcolholic Amnesia is not of my concern
happy new niñoperro says:
No wait, I got it
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
.3
happy new niñoperro says:
Being faithful to you
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Uh, no
happy new niñoperro says:
Respect, care and fidelity
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Nope
happy new niñoperro says:
That was what you ALWAYS
happy new niñoperro says:
asked of me
happy new niñoperro says:
Adrian..
happy new niñoperro says:
And you call ME a changing guy :P
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Respect = Just don’t mess with me i’ll fuckin’ behead you

Care = Ok yeah, that’s kewl and all

Faithful = I am not faithful, and I don’t even care that you sleep around with a thousand other guys
happy new niñoperro says:
So you’ve changed :T
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Fact is: It’s fun to have a lose belt
happy new niñoperro says:
hmmm..
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
So, no fidelity dear
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
But we can switch that one for HONESTY
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
How’s that?
happy new niñoperro says:
Guess you re-adapted to your reality
happy new niñoperro says:
Ok then!
happy new niñoperro says:
:T
happy new niñoperro says:
That sounds so UNSEXY
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Don't have it then.
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Problem solved~
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
I don’t hear any complains on my side
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
But let’s joke and switch the faithful part
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
and get buff for me .3
happy new niñoperro says:
Adrian i have a vision..
happy new niñoperro says:
I really think we’ll never be together again u_u
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Be a Big, Strong Guy I can show around
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
And fill up my ego
happy new niñoperro says:
And i’ll marry someone else I’m sure
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
That way if you’re so hot, I can’t possibly complain about you sleeping around, right?
happy new niñoperro says:
On TV, in La Basilica de Guadalupe
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
You allready are “married”
happy new niñoperro says:
And you are NOT my Mijaresssss
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
I’m not..
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Mijareeeeeeeees
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Ta tara tara tara tara taaa
happy new niñoperro says:
Sigh… What did they do to you? u_u
happy new niñoperro says:
Tell me so I can blow some caps up his ass
happy new niñoperro says:
And avenge you :3
happy new niñoperro says:
Hehe
happy new niñoperro says:
I guess you’re old and know what’s right for you
happy new niñoperro says:
I’ll just say:
happy new niñoperro says:
A little full of yourself
happy new niñoperro says:
but simply
happy new niñoperro says:
delicious
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
There are things you don’t know about me
happy new niñoperro says:
There’s MANY things I don’t know about you
happy new niñoperro says:
:3
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Well, same old, same old...
happy new niñoperro says:
It’s just the concept you left me about you
happy new niñoperro says:
What I still love and apreciate so much...
happy new niñoperro says:
Hehe, kisses
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Um, thx?
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Stop living in the past darlin, aint healthy for you
happy new niñoperro says:
Hmmm
happy new niñoperro says:
You’re right
happy new niñoperro says:
I DID love you and apreciated you much
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
That’s what YOU think anyways
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
.P
happy new niñoperro says:
Hmmm
happy new niñoperro says:
You’re right again
happy new niñoperro says:
Look, I really don’t know what you are
happy new niñoperro says:
I rememeber you from vague staff that I think were just for you to play cool
happy new niñoperro says:
But anyways, i really like the “you” i’ve been knowing this past year, you’re still a dramaqueen and a primadonna, but I guess it’s just your personality and I always liked (amused) that of you
happy new niñoperro says:
I don’t even rememeber the times when we were together, only that you stuffed me with mcDonald’s cheeseburgers, and a year after that SuperSizeMe movie was out haha
happy new niñoperro says:
And hotel nights together
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
It was your movie
happy new niñoperro says:
You took me there, you bastard!!
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Excuse you? You were the one driving
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
FAST
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
to it, hon.
happy new niñoperro says:
What am I gonna do with you Adrian?
happy new niñoperro says:
It’s been 10 years of knowing eachother
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Yup
happy new niñoperro says:
And each year that goes by, I think I know you even less..
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
And you’re still acting up on staff, like in year one
happy new niñoperro says:
And I don’t have the slightest idea of what you are now
happy new niñoperro says:
It’s just that you make me all nervous
happy new niñoperro says:
You’re so cuuuuuuuute
happy new niñoperro says:
And tough, and rough at the same time
happy new niñoperro says:
Awwwww
happy new niñoperro says:
*faints*
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
*gives some capuccino
happy new niñoperro says:
*flyes around the capuccino*
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
*watches
happy new niñoperro says:
(awww he’s so cute!!!) faints
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
You, are the WORST brownnoser, EVER! My dear Sanchos..
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
But you can continue B3
happy new niñoperro says:
Hahahaha I thought so
happy new niñoperro says:
Such an ASS I had in front of me
happy new niñoperro says:
haha I love you
happy new niñoperro says:
Sorry, I’ve always sucked at brownnosing
happy new niñoperro says:
Couldn’t keep that habit
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Olympic FAIL then
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
When I was nice to you, things went bad
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
And when I was an ASS, that’s when you loved me
happy new niñoperro says:
NICE?
happy new niñoperro says:
You were always an ass
happy new niñoperro says:
But it helped me grow up and stop believing in men
happy new niñoperro says:
And sing Yuri songs
happy new niñoperro says:
and stuff
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
So, I was an ass all the time?
happy new niñoperro says:
I think you never knew what love was
happy new niñoperro says:
Not you
happy new niñoperro says:
Not me
happy new niñoperro says:
That’s all
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Hahaha
happy new niñoperro says:
I still don’t know what I was expecting
happy new niñoperro says:
Let alone what you expected...
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
It’s really AMUSING, all the effort you put on RE-WRITING our past, ya know?
happy new niñoperro says:
It was interesting!
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Yer like National Geographic
happy new niñoperro says:
Hahaha, no really! I don’t remember!
happy new niñoperro says:
I just describe what I see
happy new niñoperro says:
The remains of a ruined relationship
happy new niñoperro says:
What do we see here?
happy new niñoperro says:
Lots of broken vases lying around, which tells us it was a Death Fight
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Yah... A Death Fight
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Nice one, Sanchos...
happy new niñoperro says:
Sometimos I think I was the BADGUY in our relation
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
LOL, do you now?
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
You’ll never have the balls for that horror .P
happy new niñoperro says:
No, you were the badguy after we were thru! I mean, if you really loved me, you wouldn’t have broke up with me and play that stupid “yes.no.yes.no” game
happy new niñoperro says:
Ok, I know I was the Badguy...
happy new niñoperro says:
But you cheated on me once with your godfuckingugly Ex in Tampico!
happy new niñoperro says:
And God knows how many times I drove you home and you went out and get laid under my nose
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Ex-fucking-scuse you???
happy new niñoperro says:
Tell me, is it false or true? What I’m asking now?
happy new niñoperro says:
Anyways... It’s old news I’m sure
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
It`s sad to know, that even today, your so-called BRIGHT and COSMOPOLITE mind, still doesn’t know SHIT .3
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
But that, is exactly your penitence to bare
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
You’ll never know or trust , coz you don’t dare know
happy new niñoperro says:
Where you really that good Adrian?
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Why don’t you answer that yourself? I don’t think that’s my responsability to notify
happy new niñoperro says:
Just answer
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
You’re not a person of faith I can see
happy new niñoperro says:
REALLY? Where you that good Adrian?
happy new niñoperro says:
Besides, I was so naive back then... tho it’s not an excuse i know
happy new niñoperro says:
...
happy new niñoperro says:
Answer me now!
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Answer yourself boy
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
What good does it make if I do anyways?
happy new niñoperro says:
Answer me
happy new niñoperro says:
:3
happy new niñoperro says:
That was a yes
happy new niñoperro says:
Right?
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
You should know allready
happy new niñoperro says:
I doubt you when I don’t see you
happy new niñoperro says:
When I see your tender eyes my soul just cracks
happy new niñoperro says:
And I feel miserable at times :T
happy new niñoperro says:
Because I said so before, I was very happy when I was with you :T
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
So it figures…
happy new niñoperro says:
See, we have a H-U-G-E comunication problem
happy new niñoperro says:
Haha, I’ve always said that I’d be very, very happy with you
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Well somehow, it just didn’t show, did it?
happy new niñoperro says:
Well I was stupid
happy new niñoperro says:
Oh get over it
happy new niñoperro says:
The Virgin Mary could’ve come from the heavens
happy new niñoperro says:
and I would think she was some saleswoman
happy new niñoperro says:
or something
happy new niñoperro says:
I was very, very blind….
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
With all those dramas, cheating, tantrums y demandings
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
I just don’t see how you were happy at all
happy new niñoperro says:
I was fucked up in the head
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Well, that's your problem,not mine .3
happy new niñoperro says:
Ok :3
happy new niñoperro says:
So that’s the end of it then?
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Yeah?
happy new niñoperro says:
Allright :T
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Tadaa~
happy new niñoperro says:
So what should we learn now?
ºAlpha Type Chimaeraº Pata Pata Pata Pon says:
Pata pata pon
happy new niñoperro says:
I thought so

-----

2009 seems like a bright and sunny year for me

!

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Fri, 26 Dec 2008 09:13:33 GMT

OOOOOOOH SNAP!!!

That does it lady!

Top 10 songbits by Guille that lift me up

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 19:56:55 GMT

-----     Shine-

8 O'clock
Time to wake up
Morning shower
A lil' make up
Yellow Dress and a WaterMelon Smiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiile .D

-----     Julie-

Julie's moving away, leaving her friends
Her home and family
So tired of bearing the rain and listening to the same
Pretending sugary pop stars

So Julie open your heart
There is no sense in protecting it
You'll be a beautiful Star (yes, a groovy one)
Now drink some strawberry juice and free your mind

-----     La gran mentira- (The Big Lie)

I keep inside my heart, a huge work of engineering
A colossal creation, that I've been building all thru my lifetime
And it's likely that today, the stars might line up
And the condition is right, to start showing it's blueprints
It's a monumental TETRIS
Which is lacking only one piece
A sensational piece that is
The biggest and most complex one

-----     Bubblegum-

Your Glance was an ELECTRIC FLASH
I saw you chewing BUBBLEGUM
You're like a tropic flock of clouds
Pop, you were a sound. POP!
Rainbow Bottled Sparkling Light
Beep, you were a sound. BEEP!
Mirrorballs and SugarCubes
So, that's how I fell in love with you

-----     Vull-saber hot tot de tu- ( I want toknow everything about you)

I want to know everything about you
Be part of your life
Memorize your memories and search what you lived thru
I want to have everything of you
The Tears and the Smiles
To learn your truths and traces your lies
To know every second, every detail, every micron
And give you my life

-----     In Love-

I've fallen in love, with a boy I just met today
He's so pretty, he's so beautifully dressed
I look at myself... And I wish I was someone else..
Someone who could catch his eye, with just a wink

But I'm not that cute... And I got nothing to say...
Nothing to share... No money to pay the rent..
So, what can I do to make him mine?
Somebody help me... Help me now

-----     En noches como la de hoy ( In nights like tonite )

I know that you like to play it hard, you're an authentic SuperStar
So frail, so cold, so deceiving, so introverted
How would i LOVE to take you out to dance
If i just know how make you react

Hermetic. You show up so hermetic
Sad, hyperstatic boy. In the way you look at me
Synthetic. Among the crowds you turn mimetic
You turn out to be Electric. That without wanting it I fall in love again

-----     Galletas ( Cookies )

A ray of sun has shined again
Right inside my heart
There's something better
Than everything that was there, before

Not sure you know that, I no longer love you
That I don't even miss you at all now
And even tho you think, that I lost my time
I have built myself a world on a ray of sun

And the best part is that in the end
There is always a song, that I can sing along
And create my dreams, that will erase your memories
And hide my little fears, that used to haunt me

I can walk again this city, stepping on the dry leaves
And having cookies

-----     Me gustas ( I like you )

It's been some days since I've noticed something different in your eyes
But I'm still nervous when you call me
When I'm with my friends, you no longer ignore me
Could it be? That you have changed for real?
That you might want to be with me?

It's not impossible! That you might be looking my way!

Look, I like you and.. I know that time.
Will make you see that really, I'm not that ugly .(
I'm kinda funny. A little nervous.. I think?
How could I ever convince you, that I'm your secret heartthrob?

----     Chicos Malos ( Bad Boys )

You no longer like me... And thats why you go..
It's not fair you know? I couldn't even start..
And here I was, wanting to invite you go skating with me
Swim with me, fly with me..

And tho you prefer them badboys
And the unrestrained type boys
I'm going out tonight, i'm going to start to be
The one that is there in your memories every sunrise
You no longer live in my dreams, today I laugh and have fun

Coz now, i'm dancing with the badboys
And I hypnotize them

-----

And an extra

-----    Bagman

If you ever had to eat me? .3
Where would you start with? ,)
Which part would you eat? .)
The first one, Oh the first one? .D

This Love

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 09:48:12 GMT

Him..

He just keeps popping back into my life
And he's always there
Sometimes edgy, sometimes warm
Sometimes hateful, sometimes adorable
Sometimes hurting me, sometimes healing me
And he's there... and there.. and there..

Everytime I try to see what I feel for him, even tho he's so far from me.. I dare not to look anymore.

What are we? Are we, friends?
Are we, lost lovers, or some kind of venturously sick affair?
Are we, in love... Are we, not?

Words we don't dare to say.. Patience that's wearing thin..
I feel deranged, wrecked in some far off place when he's in my mind..
Like in an island, with a vast, sunsetting ocean of unknown directions..
Warm and cozy in the twilit breeze of his memories, that slowly gets colder as the night falls.
I loose sight of anything and I rather forget untill the sun rises again
And still feel alone even tho he's there..

I am not expecting ANYTHING this time... I don't want to expect
I don't feel like it.
-----

-----
This love
This love is a strange love
A faded kind of day love
This love

This love
I think I´m gonna fall again
And even when you held the hand
It didn't mean a thing, hmm
This love

This love
Now it hurts to say love
Doesn´t know it is love
This love

This love
Doesn´t have to say love
Doesn´t need to be love
It doesn´t mean a thing, oh
This love

This love
This, strange love, strange love
This Love
This love, this love
This strange love, strange love
This Love, I think i'm gonna fall again
-----

I don't wanna fall again

iTush!

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 23:14:59 GMT

I just adore my little iTush (iPod touch)
He's so polite and accurate (even tho it broken down twice on Jailbreak)

So I made this in it's honor
He's a girl's best friend .3

Fascination

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 08:15:16 GMT

Easy living,
killed the young dudes,
in the high boots
Teenage,
in the pace age,
that's when love burns,
now it's your turn.

Fascination
Fascination
It's just the way we feel.

Fascination
Fascination
It's just the way we feel. (yeah)

We love this exaltation (woh oh, o-o-oh)
We want the new temptations (woh oh, o-o-o-oh)
It's like a revelation (woh oh, o-o-oh)
We live on fascination.

Passion,
is our passion,
in the moonlight,
on a joyride
Easy living,
killed the young dudes,
in the high boots. (oh yeah)

Fascination
Fascination
It's just the way we feel (come on).

We love this exaltation (woh oh, o-o-o-oh)
We want the new temptations (woh oh, o-o-o-oh)
It's like a revelation (woh oh, o-o-o-oh)
We live on fascination.

Fashion is our passion
In the moonlight on a joy ride
He said , let them
killed the young dudes,
in the high boots
Fascination
Fascination
It's just the way we feel (come on)

We love this exaltation (woh oh, o-o-o-oh)
We want the new temptations (woh oh, o-o-o-oh)
It's like a revelation (woh oh, o-o-o-oh)
We live on fascination.

The word is on your lips - say the word
The word is on your lips - say the word
The word is on your lips - say the word
The word is on your lips - say the word
The word is on your lips - say the word
The word is on your lips - say the word
The word is on your lips - say the word
The word is on your lips - say the word
The word is on your lips - say the word
The word is on your lips - say the word
The word is on your lips - say the word
Fas-ci-na-tion!

We love this exaltation (woh oh, o-o-o-oh)
We want the new temptations (woh oh, o-o-o-oh)
It's like a revelation (woh oh, o-o-o-oh)
We live on fascination (o-oh).

Say the word now (fa-sci-nation)
Say the word
Come on say the word now (fa-sci-nation)
Come on (fa-sci-nation)
-----

Thx ladylad, this made my day!

A dreamer's air

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Tue, 13 May 2008 08:09:24 GMT

....

niñoperro juez glam dice:
..You should act your age, and stop all that "Who I'm fucking" "Who sucks me off" shit you know? I thought you were looking for something BIGGER, something BETTER for you.

ºAlphaஐ1-UP- (L) Adoro GTO.... nah... .P dice:
Oh please
You're the one giving me a lecture now? .P

niñoperro juez glam dice:
So, if you think that there's nothing big left for you... Why don't you SHOOT YOURSELF, coz your stealing a dreamer's air.

ºAlphaஐ1-UP- (L) Adoro GTO.... nah... .P dice:
"SHOOT YOURSELF, coz your stealing a dreamer's air"
For once, you've honestly hurt me...

niñoperro juez glam dice:
good..

ºAlphaஐ1-UP- (L) Adoro GTO.... nah... .P dice:
But I'll act "My age" this time.. And I will NOT answer all the things I'd like to say to you right now .3

niñoperro juez glam dice:
So you're just a poser huh? :3 Or are you really looking for something good yourself?

ºAlphaஐ1-UP- (L) Adoro GTO.... nah... .P dice:
As if YOU would know... .3

niñoperro juez glam dice:
I dunno..

ºAlphaஐ1-UP- (L) Adoro GTO.... nah... .P dice:
You, of all people...

niñoperro juez glam dice:
I'm just trying my luck..

niñoperro juez glam dice:
I just hope you search, and fight for what you really want... And that other person you love.

ºAlphaஐ1-UP- (L) Adoro GTO.... nah... .P dice:
Yah.. THX...

-----

Been a while since something hurt me like this... Good job there kid, really .3

Halfway 'round the world

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Sat, 10 May 2008 17:16:43 GMT

----
Baby I will soon be leaving
and I know that you are feeling down
But every week I'll send a letter
To let you know my love will never change

I promise you I'll always feel the same

So remember in your heart
Baby when we are apart
There is no need for crying
Cuz even if I am

Halfway 'round the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway 'round the world
I'll Still be feeling the way I do

And now I wanna hold you baby
Cuz I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway 'round the world

Baby when the miles are growing
You and I will still be going strong
No matter what your friends are saying
Don't give up on what you're waiting for

Cuz one day I'll be knocking on your door

So remember in your heart
Baby when we are apart
There's no need for crying
Cuz even if I am

Halfway 'round the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway 'round the world
I'll Still be feeling the way I do

And now I wanna hold you baby
Cuz I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway 'round the world

"If I could you know that I would find a way
To stay for good but I must go now
I wanna hold you baby
cuz I'm gonna miss you like crazy even if I'm..."

Halfway 'round the world
That won't stop me from loving you
Halfway 'round the world
I'll Still be feeling the way I do

Now I wanna hold you baby
Cuz I'm gonna miss you like crazy
Even if I'm halfway 'round the world!
----
Sigh...

A Sigh, is a Kiss that vanishes in the air, from it's anxiety to reach you..
And absence, is a hole in oneself in the shape of yours..

But i'm still smiling.. And so must you 'v'

Your eyes

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Sun, 16 Mar 2008 07:50:37 GMT

Your eyes
----
Looking in your eyes
I can decypher the universe
This soft wind blowing
The blue in the sky
At last I get it..

That this world keeps spinning
And that one day I might die
But by yourside..

Oooooooooooh Aaaaaaaaaaaaah!
That in this story
Oooooooooooh Aaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Time doesn't exist

Coz in your arms
I've reinvented
The Universe
At last I get it!

That the past
And the future
Only exist today

And I love you
-----
Viendo tus ojos puedo
Descifrar el universo
El viento suave
El azul del cielo
Al fin lo entiendo..

Que este mundo gira
Y algun dia he de morir
Pero contigo...

Oooooooooooh Aaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Que en esta historia
Oooooooooooh Aaaaaaaaaaaaah!
No existe el tiempo

Porque en tus brazos
Reinvente
El universo
Al fin lo entiendo!

Que el pasado
Y el futuro
Solo existe hoy

Y yo te amo
-----
Belanova - Tus ojos

+Capsule

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Mon, 03 Mar 2008 09:43:36 GMT

FaCtS

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Mon, 18 Feb 2008 22:05:16 GMT

I just realized 2 important facts of life:

1)The Nintendo Wii, is the most ELUSIVE CREATURE in GOD's Creation....
I've got 4 GREAT DEALS on it, all of them gone due to public demand..
But anyways..

2)The Starbuck's BlueBerry Muffin is LOVE, in it's purest form..
If happiness has a FLAVOR, it MUST taste like that!

The Muffin extends, Life.
The Muffin expands, conciousness.
The Muffing is Vital, for Space Traveling,

The Muffin... Must.. Flow..

Arigatou Tomoyou!

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Wed, 13 Feb 2008 16:18:26 GMT

Only time...

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Sun, 03 Feb 2008 12:04:52 GMT

Who can say where the road goes?
Where the day flows?
Only time..

And who can say if your love grows?
As your hearth chose
Only time

Who can say why your heart sighs?
As your love flies
Only time

And who can say why your heart cries?
When your love lies
Only time

Who can say when the roads meet?
That love might be , in your heart?

And who can say when the day sleeps?
If the night keeps all your heart?

Night keeps all your heart.....

Who can say if your love grows?
As your heart chose
Only time

And who can say where the road goes?
Where the day flows
Only time

Who knows?
Only time
Who knows?
Only time
-----

And what will become of us when all the bees are gone?
When the truth speaks and our dreams come?
Yeah... Only time...

Tea Duel with Craig

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Sun, 27 Jan 2008 12:08:48 GMT

ºAlphaMiiºSHIBUYA-KEI FOREVER!!Preferimos soñaaar says:
Tora: There will be no violence in my Bday, I allready told you that betch
Craig: says:
But i have soooooooo much of it inside me
Craig: says:
So its either tea violence or sword violence
ºAlphaMiiºSHIBUYA-KEI FOREVER!!Preferimos soñaaar says:
*Tea Duel Mode: ON
ºAlphaMiiºSHIBUYA-KEI FOREVER!!Preferimos soñaaar says:
*GreenLeaf Thrust
Craig: says:
*Earl grey shield
ºAlphaMiiºSHIBUYA-KEI FOREVER!!Preferimos soñaaar says:
OMG!! Good Move!
Craig: says:
Dont even try to defeat me in a tea duel
ºAlphaMiiºSHIBUYA-KEI FOREVER!!Preferimos soñaaar says:
Grrr
Craig: says:
Hehe
ºAlphaMiiºSHIBUYA-KEI FOREVER!!Preferimos soñaaar says:
*Orange Pekoe Beam
Craig: says:
*Speed of Darjeeling
ºAlphaMiiºSHIBUYA-KEI FOREVER!!Preferimos soñaaar says:
Adrian uses "PRINCE OF WALES CHARM"
*it's SUPER EFFECTIVE!!
Craig: says:
*Craig is paralized*
ºAlphaMiiºSHIBUYA-KEI FOREVER!!Preferimos soñaaar says:
*Adrian uses "Chamomille therapy"
*Recovers 15HP
Craig: says:
*Craig is still paralized*
Craig: says:
*Uses Chailixir*
*HP fully recovered*
ºAlphaMiiºSHIBUYA-KEI FOREVER!!Preferimos soñaaar says:
Grr!
ºAlphaMiiºSHIBUYA-KEI FOREVER!!Preferimos soñaaar says:
*Adrian uses "English Breakfast Stench"
*...It's not very effective
Craig: says:
*Craig uses cheap tea and cold water*
ºAlphaMiiºSHIBUYA-KEI FOREVER!!Preferimos soñaaar says:
D. !
Craig: says:
*Seems super effective*
ºAlphaMiiºSHIBUYA-KEI FOREVER!!Preferimos soñaaar says:
*Adrian fainted @^@
Craig: says:
Do de de do da de do de daaaaa!!
ºAlphaMiiºSHIBUYA-KEI FOREVER!!Preferimos soñaaar says:
That was low man!! I mean, CHEAP TEA?? D.<
Craig: says:
YES! Got it from the crappy corner shop down the street
Craig: says:
lol

Gominolas (Y me vengo por verla)

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Mon, 21 Jan 2008 09:46:53 GMT

La fan en mi, ama a Guille Milkyway

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Sun, 20 Jan 2008 09:23:50 GMT

Sigh.. LCA.. Sugary Cute moment to solace some peace and keep going.

La Casa Azul - Prefiero Bailar
-----
Qué pobre me resulta tu dolor
Qué pereza da tu estúpida ambición
Me saturan tus palabras
Me sonroja tu ignorancia
Y me parece tan pueril que quieras hablar
De cosas que jamás te van a pasar

Mira, tu vida es aburrida
No te esfuerces en encubrirla
Con patéticas mentiras
No entiendo a quién pretendes engañar
Con tu pose supervista
Y tu dialéctica sofista
Trasnochada y anodina

Me cansas y prefiero ir a bailar

Consentido niño de papa
Deberías divertirte un poco más
Pues las noches amanecen
Y el amor desaparece
Y mientras ríes todo pasa y no hay marcha atrás
Tu ridícula ignorancia de va a aniquilar

Mira, tu vida es aburrida
No te esfuerces en encubrirla
Con patéticas mentiras
No entiendo a quién pretendes engañar
Con tu pose supervista
Y tu dialéctica sofista
Trasnochada y anodina

Me cansas, me saturas, me fatigas y prefiero ir a bailar
-----

XOXO Alpha de Milkyway x3

Chicle Cosmos

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Sat, 12 Jan 2008 07:54:52 GMT

La Casa Azul - Chicle Cosmos
-----
No puede ser..
No me dirás que al final me echas de menos..
Tanto soñar con perderte en el mar
..que los años te comieron

Llevo tanto tiempo aquí
Sin verte.. Te imagino un poco diferente
Algo más dulce en tus miradas
Y más amargo en tus palabras..

Y hoy te recuerdo
Empapada en aguanieve azul de madrugada
Enero del 84 .... y un mar de barro en tus zapatos
Y yo gritandooooooo..

Quiero, que me des un chicle cosmos!
Que me lleves hasta venus!
En tu corazón repleto
De pequeños cuentos..

Quiero, que me des un chicle cosmos!
Que emprendamos nuestro vuelo!
Hacia aquel mar de tus sueños
..invisibles sueños..

Cuanto me cuesta recordar
No me atrevo a respirar
Si vuelves, yo te querré mas

Tanto tanto tiempo aquí
Sin verte.. Te imagino un poco diferente
Algo más dulce en tus miradas
Y más amargo en tus palabras..

Y ahora solo quiero,
Quiero, que me des un chicle cosmos!
Que me lleves hasta venus!
En tu corazón repleto
De pequeños cuentos..

Quiero, que me des un chicle cosmos!
Que emprendamos nuestro vuelo!
Hacia aquel mar de tus sueños
..invisibles sueños..

La la lararara!
La lararara ra!
Tan solo, queria..
Emocionarte...

Cuanto me cuesta recordar
No me atrevo a respirar
Si vuelves, tráeme tu mar...
----

Chicos Malos .D

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Fri, 04 Jan 2008 19:08:48 GMT

LA CASA AZUL - CHICOS MALOS
-----
Tú te vas, casi sin darme cuenta sé que te vas
Ya no me miras demasiado
Cuando paseas a mi lado

¿Y qué esperar?
De un aburrido corazón, qué esperar?
De alguien que miente a su tristeza..
Bailando en una discoteca

Y hace tiempo que pienso en dos años atrás
Cuando todos los viernes querías quedar!
Cuando todas mis cosas te solían gustar..
Me da miedo, sin ti me da miedo despertar..

Porque hoy prefieres a los chicos malos!
Y a los chicos desenfrenados
Esos que te miran sin parpadear
Los que beben coca-cola
Los que gritan más
Los que fingen sus detalles y se ríen más que nadie..
Prefieres a los demás..

Yo ya no te gusto, y por eso te vas..
Es injusto, no he podido ni empezar..
Yo que pensaba invitarte a patinar conmigo,
Flotar conmigo, volar conmigo..

Y quién dará su vida entera por poderte besar?
Hoy que tu corazón es ártico..
Y tu perfil neoromántico

Y qué esperar?
de alguien que en cada club se atreve a gritar
que yo fui demasiado estático
y en ocasiones tan dramático..

Y hace tiempo que pienso en volverte a olvidar
En dejar que te pierdas que te caigas al mar!
En el monstruo que pronto ocupará mi lugar
No te quiero, ya no te querré nunca jamás!

Y aunque prefieras a los chicos malos!
Y a los chicos desenfrenados
Hoy voy a salir, voy a empezar a ser
El que invada tus recuerdos cada amanecer
Ya no vives en mis sueños
Hoy me río y me divierto!

Y es que...
Hoy bailo entre los chicos malos y los dejo hipnotizados! .D

Jan 01 2008

alphaomen@yahoo.com.mx — Wed, 02 Jan 2008 02:38:27 GMT

Empieza.. La Revolucion Sexual!